He Speaks part 2

So Andrew also says baba and ma, not mama but ma lol. So cute. And he is advancing in the crawling process. He has the hands going one at a time, just not the feet lol. And he walks when you hold his hands. The other day I was at the dance studio, and I was standing next to the barre and Andrew grabbed it and tried to hold his body up. And then he grabbed on straight and he did hold up his weight. He is soo strong lol.

My Little Guys a Talker

Andrew has officially said his first word. DaDa. He will say it whenever you say it to him. He said it a few weeks ago but only a couple of times. But yesterday when walt came home andrew saw him and they were playing then walt got up to go take a shower and I was going to get a drink and Drew in a very commanding voice yells dada! It was soo cute so we run back over to the bed and he says dada again and again. I called my mom and she didnt answer so i left a message and he said it a few times on the message. Then i called my sister and he said it to her too. And I know he is talking because when he says it he sounds like a little person speaking. Its not baby talk its him using actual words. I am so amazed because he is only 6 1/2 months old. And Im pretty sure that saying words is early right now. I didnt think he'd start talking until he was at least 9 months old. Im impressed!!

6 1/2 month check up

So Andrew had a doctors appt yesterday, had to get two shots. I felt so bad for him because he was sooo happy and smiling at everyone and the doctor, then he gets two shots and cried soo had. Poor little guy. But he is fine now, doesnt even flinch when i touch the spot where he got the shots. But there is a red spot where he got them :(. He weighs 25 lbs, and growing like a weed. He is perfect and I couldnt love him any more than I do right now!!!!!!

Why

Why is it some people seem to have it all. I mean I know no one is perfect but some people seem pretty darn close.. Like they have everything they've ever wanted everyone loves them.. those people suck!!! lol I just feel like venting lol. gotta run.

So Cute

Andrew is soo freakin cute. He smiles at everyone. The other day I was telling michelle a funny story and Andrew started laughing like he knew what was going on. He loves to smile and show off his two teeth. And he is actually thinning out. He is getting taller and he is moving around way more. He's got the whole thrust and pull down, he pulls himself with his arms and thrusts his legs. lol. Well I gotta run, time for dance.

Andrew update

Oh and he can definately sit up and play. He loves reaching for toys, I forgot i was going to write about that.

So Sad

I feel so sad so defeated so beaten down. Just thing after thing keeps hapening. I feel so alone, I feel like theres no one here for me. I have no family here. Im so depressed. Sometimes I just wonder what if... ranging from good what ifs to bad. I feel so hopeless.
Andrew is my light in the darkness. He has no clue but he carries me. Makes me wake up in the morning, eat, everything. He has a tooth, all the way thru and it looks like the next one is trying to break on thru to the other side. (some dry humor) He is trying to crawl. So far he scoots, His arms pull him his legs push. He can move around like that. But no actual crawling yet. He is such a happy baby. I have no idea where he gets it. And he said dada the other day. When he starts laughing and squealing he will try to talk and he says dada. so that i guess is his first word.