Ugh

So I had to say goodbye to my mom again, and it sucked. She left yesterday with my little sister for M.A. and ugh I cried... Still am actually. This time it was sooo real. Like the house is empty and all their stuff is gone, and what they didnt pack or I didnt want they threw away. It just sucks. I hate distance. My mom hates it here, but I am happy here, but now that she is gone it just sucks. I know I will be ok when some time passes and its not like Im not ever going to see her again, but its just really fresh right now. And now I have a baby, which is a time in a womens life that a daughter would want her mom around. For motherly advice or company.. And unless she or I hop on a plane and travel 3 hours I dont have that. But saying goodbye was so hard.. I just stood there hugging her and crying. Ugh.. sucked. And Im gonna miss her to. Like today I didnt have dance, so I was like well if my mom was here I'd go shopping with her and shannon, or go see a movie this afternoon... yea so I'm sad:(
Other than that, everything is good. Andrew is awesome, smiling happy.. trying sooo hard to speak.. He says gah and da and goo lol. He is soo cute. He is sleeping thru the night, in my bed lol. But Im still nursing him so its easier on me. And we still need to get a matress for his crib. Im going to visit my mom is June.. the 18th I think. So I'm going to start weening him into his crib in his room. I think it's going to be harder on me than him lol.
Oh and the charlotte county thing, we got a letter saying our house looked junky and we were going to start being fined 250 a day unless we fixed it. And the only problem was that our grass wasnt mowed and we had a fish tank on our driveway... Yet there are crack houses on our road that go on cracking lol. they are worried about grass.. geez. But I like our junky looking house because then I felt safer because if it looked too nice we might have been broken into again... Our neighborhood isnt the nicest, its actually the ghetto of PC. But apparently in the next few years they will be enforcing inimate domain or however you spell it. So in a few years we will be forced out of our home so they can put up nice houses and duplexes. So what do they care what our house looks like. Oh well Im done venting.
On a happier note, walts band is doing great.. They played their gig last week and it went really good. Not to mention they didn have alot of rehersal time so they did really really good lol. I guess they have another one coming up in june in sarasota opening for somewhat of a big band.. I forget who tho. And this one is a paying gig. It will be nice to have an additional income with walt doing what he loves to do. Plus I'm off all summer, and dont start teaching again till august. So yea That will be nice.