i feel bad for britney

I feel bad for Brittney Spears.. And I know that statement will shock whoever reads it. But Think about it this way. At a young age you have a talent your parents who love you to death but are only human think hmm maybe she can make money doing this, so that gets the ball rolling. And the child is passionate about it, so that helps. And before you know it, with the right breaks and connections, your a star from a young age. Your life is no longer just yours, and in Britney's case, its a life that millions of people want to know everything about. And because she got into it so young she may have made mistakes she might not have, but who are we to say that have never had that kind of pressure and obligation. Plus where ever you go you are followed by 50 or so men chasing you trying to talk to you or take a picture. Regardless, She had a lot happen to her and around her the past few years. I cannot imagine how had it would be to go thru a divorce. Much less publicly and read about it along with the rest of the world. Then read all the slanderous crap people say and if your ex is with someone else see those pictures, and then on top of that deal publicly with the custody battle over your two babies.. If it were me I'd be like no these are mine they came out of me.. If Walt and I ever got divorced god forbid, I wouldnt want to share Andrew. Plus think about this, most women go thru some kind of post pardom depression or however you spell that, and I really think all that stress and maybe a little post depression, no wonder she is reacting to things like this. I know, being a hot headed woman, that emotions can control you. I truly think that anyone who judges her seriously should step back because, you cant say how you would handle it if you've never walked in her shoes.
As far as her children, my son Andrew is a strong boy, I'd warn anyone holding him that he likes to throw himself back, And I've had it happen to me, where I'm multi tasking and he just would lean back and I'd have to catch him. Accidents happen.. That may have been what happened. As far as driving with a baby on your lap, yeah I understand that too. If you feel threatened who is the first person as a mom you want to protect? Your child..
So Britney, I feel bad for you and all I can say is find whatever gives you that inner peace and hang on to it as tightly as you can. Because at the end of the day you are human and a mother, and despite all else, that is your most important role in life. And in order to really thrive you have to have peace. Do whats right for you and your boys. :)

Ahh...

Today was a really good day, well so far. I've been up since 5 so I feel like the day is almost done. Andrew and I played in the living room when he first woke up for a couple hours, he had breakfast, cream of wheat, milk and Kix, then I gave him his bath, and dressed him nice and cozy. By that time walt was up and Andrew was down for his morning nap so I had about an hour to balance recipts, do bills, wash some dishes, and throw in a load of laundry. And I had a few mins to lay down and relax. Then once drew woke up we all went to sunsplash for late breakfast early lunch, and then off to the beach. It was a nice day kinda chilly, but nice. We walked the beach Andrew walked with us, we sat down and let him play in the sand which he tried to eat lol, then we came home and Andrew napped a little on the drive and now I'm at work. So overall it was a nice day. Its good to have those.

Shaun Morgan of Seether!! Oh yeah I was that close lol

Begining of the year round up

So Andrew is going to be a year old in only a couple weeks. I cannot believe that almost an entire year has passed since he was born. Its crazy!!! He weighs 29.1 lbs, he's extremely active. And a major flirt. When he is at the dance studio he likes to crawl up to the girls and smile and wave.. then he crawls over to the mirror and stands up so he can see himself, and grabs the lower barre which is just within his reach. And much like his father he is obsessed with himself. Once he sees himself in the mirror he will spend like 5 to 10 mins just looking and laughing with himself. lol. soo cute. He isnt walking yet, but boys start later so i've been told, he's close. He can walk holding on to my hand by my side so i guess its just him realizing he can..... He likes to climb up all the furniture, torture ozzy, and turn the tv on and off. lol. I never wouldve thought i could love my child as much as I do him.
Walt is great also, work is slow but steady, we have enough to cover bills, but not much extra. Oh and he cut his hair realllllly short. he buzzed it. I like it, i think he looks great however his hair is. Sometimes i even miss his long curls.. But i really think having andrew and being with him, Im really happy. There were times where i was like is this what i want, but rich or poor, walt and drew are all i need. :)